In my head both the positive and negative are present. They both voice their opinions and are over thought in detail. However, the negative slips out of my mouth for multiple reasons which are not always to be the pessimistic person in the room. I believe these are voiced more often so I can be reassured the negative will not happen.Which is selfish. Also, because if I am aware of all the things that can go wrong, I will not be disappointed when they do.
In no way is this "healthy" and a correct way of thinking, I am aware of that.
That being said I have decided that today I will do a "What I do not like" and "What I love" list in their simplest form. Guess who gets to read it?
To start with the negative and end on a positive note....
What I do not like
Slow technology on a hectic day
Slow days
Large amounts of snow when I have places to go
Peas
Black Licorice
Socks with sandals
Dis-loyalty
Waiting until the last minute
People playing with my toes
3. Certain words
Close minded-ness
Small spaces
Meatloaf
Wearing an outfit I do not feel comfortable in
Changing plans
Putting Laundry away
Forced conversation
WHAT I LOVE
Holding hands
Inspirational moments
A new journal
Homemade gifts
Chocolate
Comfy beds
Things that make me think
Walks in deep thought
Personal meaning
Randomness
Obscene laughter
Big Sunglasses
Kissing
Travel
Memories
Attempting to master the kitchen
Mascara
Talking about the ones I love
Organizing
Someone "tickling" my back
Movies
Two-stepping
Wearing something that makes me feel beautiful
Big hair
Finding security and comfort in a pet
"Just thinking of you"'s
Inside jokes
Reaching a goal
Being so busy I'm stressed
My mom
Someone playing with my hair
....See even in that random 5 minutes I proved that I think more positive...I just need to work on portraying it more.
What do you love?
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